𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘕𝘰𝘷𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵, 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘐'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯… Continue reading Something shines from you that lights up my world.
So whilst I took a break from writing on here things got even busier because Billy took on a second job doing deliveries. He's been working 16 extra hours a week on top of his normal day job, plus all the cooking in the evening. I truly don't give him enough credit for all he… Continue reading I don’t give him enough credit.
Do you ever look at your child and wonder how it's possible to love something so much?Seriously how is it humanly possible to feel that much love within you.Especially when they can be so unbearably frustrating!It's not even a feeling that you can describe. Looking at them and realising you created something so perfect to… Continue reading How is it possible?
I am Exhausted.Drained.Emotional.Stressed.Drowning.Overwhelmed.Weary.Consumed.Burnt-out.But I am also,Loved.Cherished.Safe-haven.Devoted.Selfless.Sheltering.Patient.Protecting.Proud.Grateful.I am 'mumma'. Emily ♥
I don't know whether there is any scientific reasoning behind this, but since I've had Nova and definitely now more that she is older and more exploratory, I find that I am more at one with nature. I hate bad bugs, but I hate if they get killed, I almost feel bad for them. Bees… Continue reading At One With Nature
𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢.𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚. I think everyone worries about whether they are enough at some point in their lives. It could be questioning something simple such as a task, or something they want to achieve. But I often find myself questioning 'am I enough?'… Continue reading I AM ENOUGH
Loneliness is hard, when you're a parent it's really tough, you don't want them to be lonely too. You want them to socialise with other children but there is nobody there for them to socialise with. Making friends can be so difficult, I'm very socially awkward and struggle in social situations. I either come across… Continue reading Loneliness is hard.
So I was feeling a bit stressed and touched out over the last 4/5 months, well to be fair it's been getting better. I've been speaking to someone about it which has helped a little bit but that's why I started this blog as a retreat from how I was feeling. Anyway, I think some… Continue reading The Forgotten Ones
Before you have children everyone who does have children always says "soak it all up, it goes so quick!" and you really, truly do not believe it until it does. The problem, and yes it is a problem, is that they do so much growing before they hit adulthood, especially within that first year. You… Continue reading Why do they grow up so quick?
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢𝘯,𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴,𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦,𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴.𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴,𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦,𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘯𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦,𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘦.𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥,𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘪𝘵,𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵… Continue reading Nannan