๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ถ๐ด ๐ต๐ธ๐ฐ,
๐๐ต’๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ’๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ,
๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ญ๐บ, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ.
๐๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ,
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด,
๐๐ต’๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ,
๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ง๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ,
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ด๐ฏ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ.
๐๐ถ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ,
๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด,
๐๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐บ.
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ค๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ,
๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ,
๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต’๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฆ’๐ณ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ,
๐๐ต ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ,
๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐’๐ญ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด, ๐ ๐ด๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ.
I remember writing this poem after having a really bad day with Nova, sometimes she can be so testing. I had to have some time off work due to an issue with my knee and I couldn’t even take her to the park so we were stuck inside driving each other insane. It frustrates me so much because I know that she is just learning how to deal with her emotions and this is all part of her development but at times it feels as if she is doing it to get under my skin. I then write about how I’m feeling in that moment and realise how ridiculous it is of me to expect a 16 month old to know how to purposely annoy me. Now I’m back at work it is certainly easier but there are definitely still days where this poem resonates with me immensely.
Emily โฅ
Youโre amazing Momma. โค
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Thank you โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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